From across the ocean to between the lines: my first covering the Celtics at TD Garden

I grew up within the French Alps, removed from the cheer and fanfare of TD Backyard. My introduction to the NBA wasn’t by way of late-night broadcasts or a childhood idol; it was by way of NBA Stay 2008, a recreation my dad purchased on sale in 2010. The Boston Celtics had been the most effective group within the recreation, so I picked them. Over time, that alternative grew to become one thing extra, a ardour that led me to investigate each element of their play, to interrupt down schemes and ways, and ultimately, to put in writing in regards to the sport.

I began overlaying basketball in April 2023, and by summer season 2024, I had revealed my first piece for CelticsBlog. A number of months later, I discovered myself entering into TD Backyard, now not only a fan watching from afar however a author seeking to inform the tales taking place past the parquet.

For 2 weeks, I watched seven video games unfold, not simply within the motion however in each nook of the constructing. Gamers preventing for contracts, coaches orchestrating methods, media members navigating their very own chessboard.

However past the joy, I confronted my very own battles, fears, doubts, and the uncertainty of this new path. That is the story of what it’s actually wish to expertise the NBA from the within, past what the cameras present.

Three-dimensional chess

What struck me after spending time at TD Backyard for a few weeks, earlier than and after video games, was what number of various things are at stake. The sport of basketball itself is simply the tip of the iceberg, there’s a lot extra beneath the floor. On recreation day, the Celtics aren’t the one ones seeking to carry out and hoping for a breakthrough. Even throughout the Celtics roster, the objectives aren’t the identical.

Whereas Jayson Tatum, Jaylen Brown, and the remainder of the Celtics starters arrive a few hours earlier than the sport, different gamers are already within the area and dealing on their craft — the stakes couldn’t be extra completely different. Earlier than the March 2nd recreation between the Denver Nuggets and the Boston Celtics, Anton Watson was already energetic on the court docket with the Celtics teaching employees whereas a few of the stars had been simply arriving on the area. Later that night, mere minutes after the sport, Anton Watson was waived by the Boston Celtics.

Watson is only one instance of the completely different chess video games unfolding round NBA video games. Whereas some gamers battle to maintain their contracts, others, like Jayson Tatum, are constructing a legacy that can echo for many years. However the gamers are solely a fraction of the lives shifting throughout the constructing.

One different recreation I used to be capable of witness, and take part in, was the media chess match. Like chess items, members of the media don’t all have the identical skill to maneuver and work together throughout the area. Senior media figures like The Boston Globe’s Gary Washburn have a room with devoted tables for knowledgeable writers. Additionally they have seats near the court docket and extra freedom of motion, together with the power to step onto the court docket earlier than video games to talk with gamers and training employees. They’ve these privileges as a result of they began enjoying this recreation way back, whereas I’m solely simply getting began.

As a junior author, regardless of not benefiting from all of the perks, you continue to have room to develop and, very similar to an NBA two-way participant, work in your craft. The few hours earlier than tip-off, when TD Backyard is sort of empty, supply a singular alternative to look at how gamers and coaches put together in warm-ups and movie research; it’s a behind-the-scenes take a look at the sport earlier than the intense lights come on. It’s additionally a uncommon privilege to take pleasure in a quiet second within the Backyard, trying up on the rafters and realizing you’re inside a constructing with an unlimited historical past. Then come the press conferences with the coaches, the quintessence of the NBA media expertise.

Among the many brightest minds

For somebody who lives 3,682 miles away from TD Backyard and has analyzed each Celtics recreation from afar, being in the identical room as Joe Mazzulla and opposing coaches is a blessing. For years, I needed to preserve my inquiries to myself. Due to CelticsBlog and the Celtics PR group, I used to be lastly capable of ask a few of the brightest minds in regards to the artwork of basketball. From conversations with my media colleagues, I discovered that some writers waited months and even years earlier than asking their first query, however time is a useful resource I don’t have.

So, I seized the chance to ask Joe Mazzulla about his defensive strategy, difficult my very own beliefs and statistical evaluation to put in writing a narrative on the Celtics coach’s tactical ingenuity in defending the basket. This was additionally a uncommon probability to talk with a few of the different nice minds within the recreation, similar to Cavaliers head coach Kenny Atkinson and former Celtics assistant Will Hardy.

Atkinson shared beneficial insights on his relationship with France and Vincent Collet, head coach of the French nationwide group, who additionally serves as a marketing consultant for the Cavaliers and as Atkinson’s mentor.

Hardy jogged my memory how a lot he and his total employees are, at their core, identical to us: “basketball psychos.” He spoke in regards to the influences of European basketball and the NCAA on his teaching philosophy, and the way his revolutionary offense is made attainable by his employees’s experience and his gamers’ full buy-in. My understanding of basketball has been formed by robust beliefs, however I had by no means been capable of check them in opposition to actuality, till now.

The brightest minds, nonetheless, aren’t simply discovered on the sidelines. A few of them are sitting amongst us within the media seats. One in all them is former CelticsBlogger and at the moment at The Athletic, Jared Weiss. Jared is somebody I can name a good friend, a good friend who sat with me from midnight to 2:00 AM in TD Backyard’s cafeteria, sharing knowledge on the way to craft an important story. However Jared’s generosity and kindness usually are not exceptions among the many TD Backyard media of us.

The fixed help between reporters, regardless of their supposed competitors, is refreshing. Jack Simone, one other former CelticsBlogger, whom I first met final 12 months whereas overlaying the Celtics for a small French outlet, has been my information by way of the infinite doorways, corridors, and guidelines of TD Backyard. Jack can be somebody I think about a good friend and an inspiration, as he continues to develop 12 months after 12 months throughout the Boston media panorama. Nevertheless it’s not simply Jared and Jack; there’s additionally present CBers like Bobby, who invited me onto considered one of his podcasts, Sam, who launched me to Rhode Island’s scrumptious specialties, Cameron, with the fixed optimistic vibes, Noa, who at all times got here by way of with press convention movies, Justin, together with his limitless LeBron references, and Khari, together with his recent views.

TD Backyard’s cafeteria can be a spot the place a few of the most main basketball actors and artists collect. By numerous lunches and dinners, I’ve had the pleasure of assembly skilled scouts and staying in contact with them. It was additionally a chance to fulfill Celtics photographer Brian “Babs” Babineau and radio play-by-play announcer Sean Grande, legends I had adopted from France since I used to be a teen.

The cafeteria grew to become a privileged house to attach with members of the Celtics PR group, like Christian, who shocked me together with his nice French accent. This room was the place I felt most linked to the basketball world, a focus the place all of the completely different chess video games intertwined. On this house, your title or background didn’t matter. Everybody was there to share an important meal and discuss in regards to the recreation that was about to start, irrespective of who you had been or the place you got here from.

Sport Time

Dinner is finished, espresso is sizzling, the elevator is full, and I’m now on the ninth flooring, prepared to investigate a Celtics recreation. Whereas each recreation introduced a sure pleasure, there was a unique sort of vitality when the sport in opposition to the Lakers was about to start out. You possibly can really feel it within the air; you had been about to witness historical past.

But, probably the most memorable evening may need been the sport in opposition to Portland, the place Derrick White and Payton Pritchard every wrote a brand new chapter in Celtics historical past. However let’s not neglect the 2 potential NBA Finals previews in opposition to Denver and OKC, or the thriller in opposition to the first-seeded Cleveland Cavaliers. Even the sport in opposition to the Jazz was a battle, and solely the Sixers recreation ended with Gino Time.

Each recreation was fascinating, however transitioning from analyzing video games at residence to breaking them down reside nearly broke me on my first strive. My first recreation at TD Backyard, in opposition to the Cavaliers, was the day after I landed in Boston. I used to be nonetheless on French time, so when the sport was occurring, my physique was desperately in search of relaxation and sleep. As an alternative, I needed to focus tougher than ever, particularly since I wasn’t at all times capable of get my French League Go to work and couldn’t depend on the rewind perform. Regardless of the battle of not having replays and the fixed want to remain sharp, I loved the view lots.

As somebody who loves ways and schemes, watching the sport from above was a blessing. The court docket geometry, the play-calling, the defensive alignments — every thing unfolded proper in entrance of me. From the ninth flooring, I had the most effective vantage level to witness what the coaches had been designing. It doesn’t get higher than that. I felt like I used to be dreaming, asking myself if I even deserved to be this fortunate, and questioning how I may share this expertise with CelticsBlog readers to offer them the very best insights.

This is likely one of the questions that consistently lingers in my thoughts, nevertheless it wasn’t the one one. Earlier than entering into TD Backyard on February twenty eighth, the previous few weeks had been an ongoing battle with anxiousness and worry.

On this article, I wished to color an image of the NBA expertise that followers don’t normally see from their TV screens. Whether or not watching from a sofa within the U.S. or from a pc someplace in Europe, what spectators see is proscribed by the digicam’s perspective. What’s seen is just what’s filmed, however there’s a lot extra taking place past the body. But, this portray captures solely how I perceived it. To actually inform the total story, I can’t ignore what was occurring inside my very own thoughts.

Inside Battle

These previous few months have turned my life the other way up. Since leaving my traditional workplace jobs final July, I’ve been focusing 100% on basketball, making an attempt to interrupt by way of as a basketball analyst in France whereas getting began as a author for CelticsBlog, with no assure that it might lead anyplace. On the finish of 2024, I additionally misplaced somebody who was on the very basis of the particular person I’m immediately. I entered 2025 with extra doubts than ever, holding onto just one certainty: I needed to attempt to give it every thing I had.

So, on December thirty first, I spoke with my editors at CelticsBlog, Invoice Sy and Jeff Clark, about my plan to return to Boston in March to cowl the Celtics from the bottom. I believed this expertise may assist me develop as a author and be a life-changing step in my new profession. What I anticipated to be a “No” became a “Sure, however…”. Whereas CelticsBlog wished me to cowl the group in Boston, they didn’t management who acquired credentials. With no ensures however excessive hopes, I deliberate my journey; and that’s when the anxiousness actually hit.

As I just lately began remedy to take care of grief and a sense of despair, my therapist shortly recognized two of my largest anxiousness triggers. The primary was vacancy, which might result in a panic assault if I image myself in, for instance, a airplane. Within the week main as much as my flight to Boston, my thoughts consistently jogged my memory of the looming journey, resulting in a number of sleepless nights.

The second set off was the worry of not being accepted. As a toddler, I usually felt unwelcomed. This led my thoughts to create anxious eventualities earlier than birthday events, imagining that the get together had truly been moved some other place or that my invitation had been a mistake. Within the weeks earlier than my journey, I began doubting that I’d obtain my credentials, convincing myself that I didn’t deserve them anyway. The times main as much as my first recreation felt like months. My thoughts couldn’t relaxation, consistently anticipating rejection at TD Backyard or replaying my worry of flying.

Prior to now, these fears would have stopped me. I’d have discovered a option to keep in France, selecting to surrender slightly than danger failure. However due to the love and help round me, I knew I couldn’t give up. Whilst my thoughts spiraled into dread, I used to be satisfied these fears had been value preventing by way of; and I used to be proper, for all the explanations talked about on this article.

This journey received’t change my life. It wasn’t a breakthrough, and it wasn’t a turning level; it was merely a step ahead. Like with grief, progress takes time. There might be ups and downs, and that’s why we transfer step-by-step. I’m grateful to have taken this step with CelticsBlog, alongside all of the unimaginable folks talked about above. Now, it’s time to look forward, as a result of, identical to the Celtics, there are nonetheless many battles to battle, and the most effective is but to return.